I took all the memories that I had of you and buried them as deep as I could
Still I am plagued by just one question
Did I mean anything to you?
I keep on drinking myself to sleep, just to help me get through the nights.
Despite the way I'm feeling I hope he makes you happier than I ever could
I'm no closer to closure
I'm no closer to you
One of these days is gonna break and my heart will stop breaking for you
But till then I'm breaking for you
And if we're being honest I think you should know that you never gave me a real chance
The ship was abandoned, you jumped overboard before we caught sight of the reef
Blame it on timing, just tell me something, just don't say it's you and not me
If I'm being honest I still need to know...
Could I still mean anything to you
If I keep looking backwards I'll miss what is straight ahead
If I keep searching for answers I'll never find what I'm looking for
if I keep turning backwards my life will be full of what ifs
If I keep searching for answers I'm gonna go down with the ship.